No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
I was doing so well. BOOM! Bad news and on came the binge. My mother has been diagnosed with a Klatskin tumor. It is cancer of the biliary tree. Plain english is it is bile cancer. The only cure is to remove the tumor. The problem, this tumor is inoperable. Prognosis really sucks. 6-12 months. Radiation and chemotherapy are not very effective. No symptoms until other than jaundice which originally was thought to be due to obstruction in the duct in her gallbladder. My father died April of last year of kidney cancer. I guess I just didn't expect to hear the word cancer again so damn soon. Why the hell did I binge? What the hell was I thinking? Why the hell am I not doing everything in my power to get healthy????? How pathetic am I? Whining about weight when my own mother is so ill. Using bad news as an excuse? I think I better just pull myself together. Sorry about the emotional dumping. It's just been a really shitty day.