:( why?!

 Well I haven't worked out since Thursday. Saturday it was just out of being lazy. Sunday I woke up sick as F***!!! I didn't eat much that day because I couldn't keep it down or in for that matter...:/ Yesterday same thing..I didnt even get off of the couch. Im dealing with my monthly PMS emotional self as well...gah dont you just love being a girl!? lol

 Today I'm not feeling as sick but still feeling bleck..of course all of my co workers are "busy" tonight...yeah busy not fucking working!!!! So yeah I have to go in even though it could be a nasty flu who knows what it is. If I dont go in though I get fired because rules are you have to find someone to cover the shift or you are responsible. Yeah so I work 4 to 11 tonight that ought to be the shittt! :( 

 I feel effing bad that I haven't worked out in  5 damn days. I know its not really my fault considering I am sick..but still that is 5 days wasted when it comes to dropping more weight. I hate that I don't have the dedication that some people have. It irks me. Hope everyone else had a better day than I'm going to have.