What to do with my life?

Ever since I became a mom I have this urge to do something more fun and something that will allow me to spend more time with the bean.  It's really tough for women in the business world to find some balance.  I think this is the most important time in his life developmentally and I want to make sure I don't completely screw it up.

That being said, what the heck do I do?  I'm full of ideas but which to pick?  Which will not take too long to develop and will actually make enough money for my family?

All of this thinking brings on a lot of stress which, in turn, makes me want to eat all the time!  Especially when I'm not really hungry.  I get this overwhelming urge to do something RIGHT NOW, you know what I mean?  But major changes to my life can't happen overnight and it wouldn't be financially responsible to make a big change without planning. 

In addition I am not getting NEARLY enough sleep which makes me want to eat even more!

Ahhh...feel better just posting about it.  Let me remind myself that everything is fine, he is fine and safe and spending a little too much time in daycare is not the end of the world.  I am doing the best I can and perfection does not exist.

I am now enjoying a cup of coffee and some popcorn for a snack.  And both are DELISH.