No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
So this morning hubby and I decided to go to some yard sales and get my hd cable box picked up while I was up in the cities..... before we went hubby said stop at the gas station we need gas and I want to get something to drink... I was like okay. He said you want a fountain pop?? ( which is what I will usually drink) I am trying to stay away from soda. . . which is very difficult. So I said, no I dont want a soda Ill go in and find something. . . I went in there and I seriously stood in the aisle looking at all the drinks even taking some out and reading the "servings per container" and calories. Well basically as we all know most of those drinks have 2 serving per container. I could not find ANYTHING under 200 calories. I was so pissed. Even the chocolate milk that I will usually drink is a huge NO NO now that I know there is 440 F***ing calories in a little bitty container. I seriously wanted to cry in the middle of the gas station. The hubby came up to me asking what was taking so long... I was like DUDE I can't find one thing I can drink other than effing water. I ended up getting a yoohoo which was 220 god blessed calories. oh and it tasted like shit. So 220 calories later I have a bellyache from it and I am still thirsty. . . . Man. I do love losing the weight, but I really hate not being able to consume anything "normal" ......There is my rant.
I am glad I started really paying attention to my calorie intake but it is a little frustrating picking things up out of my fridge and pantry and having to put it right back and basically just deal with the pain of being hungry. haha I am whining like a baby. yeah yeah i know I can eat food just the right kind but honestly Id rather just not eat then eat most of the crap that I am "allowed" . . . BLAHHHHHHHHHHH on a positive note....I got up today and put on my jeans they were still buttoned and zipped because that is how I washed them.....I didnt even have to unbutton or unzip them to get them on....holy shiz! I guess it's all worth it in the end... lol