Its been a long time since I have been on BTL. Since then, I have gotten way off track. I'm back to 300+ lbs. I'm really an emotional train wreck. The bad part is I don't have anyone to talk to. It seems all my friends are so busy being parents that they never have time to talk. On that subject, its killing me that *I* don't have a baby yet. But its my own fault, in 21 years I've let myself become someone that I don't even recognize. I've let myself become a person that can't even have a baby because she is so overweight.
So, here I am again, starting over. I am trying to watch my calories. Also, I've decided that I am going with a lacto-ovo vegetarian diet. Its been 3 days, I went for a 15 minute walk on day one. I had to stop early bacause my body hurt, but I'm not giving up that easily anymore. I'm going walking with a friend tomorrow. Hopefully 2 miles:)
My husband isn't in very good shape either. Hes 6'4 and overweight as well. And he says he is going to start watching what he eats, but he WILL NOT exercise, and he doesn't even eat very healthy. Today he told me, when I was about to go walking, that the new me is getting annoying. Because I want to exercise and he doesn't. (Ummmm. Really?)
Living in a house with someone who isn't super supportive and encouraging is not helpful.