No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
Well ladies....Angie is emotionally let down and depressed again. Fun times. I didnt work out at all this weekend...why??...because I am pissed about my weigh in....makes total sense huh? Oh well I guess I will have to take drastic measures in order to get to a weight I am happy with. I do not want to be one of those people that have to work out 3 hours a day but I am beginning to think that is what I am going to have to do in order to start getting these last 40 pounds off of me.
I am sure some of you will be thinking....its all about the diet...blah blah.....so okay here it is...I basically starve myself to see the weight come off, if I try to eat more than once a day, it skyrockets back up. I am not at all uneducated about what I should eat, but even those healthy foods will push my weight back up,EVEN THOUGH I AM WORKING OUT DAILY!
The next issue would be working out, I dont know if it is because this new SLim in 6 program screwed with me or what. I mean like I said it was only a 25 minute dvd...I felt like I was not working out to my full potential the whole 2 weeks I was working out to it. I stopped walking because its too hot for one, and the other reason is because after I stopped walking my ankles and hips stopped aching all of the time....so it must have been from the road impact.
Here is my plan, I am going to start working out to the damn Ramp it up dvd hopefully it will shock my body enough to start doing something. If I feel like it isnt enough I am also going to start doing my kickboxing again...I mean the kickboxing is what helped me drop 30 lbs in the first place, I am not really sure why I stopped using it.
I am tired of having all of these hold ups that is for sure. I am tired of sitting at 195/200.I am tired of being hungry all of the time. I am tired of my muscles aching. I am tired of working so hard and seeing no results. I am tired of being letdown all of the time.I am tired of being a failure no matter how hard I try not to be.