No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
SO i got into a fight with my mom on Thursday night. I have to live with her for now. This is bad. Her being her, she cannot possibly let go. She is a person who takes whatever the issue is and snowballs it into anything she can think if, throwing low blows left and right, so she can win. she must be perfect. At 35, I have a hard time not throwing back her flaws. So the fight Thursday was mean.
Friday mornign she started right back in with insults and yelling...for a good hour. I then avoided her. She has been passive aggressive ever since. Ie, I made a great dinner, but she is "not eating your food" and showed me by having cheerios for dinner. really? And more in the same vein. It is like being with a 7 yr old.
I went to zumba this morning and when I went to log it in myfitnesspal, I noticed she DEFRIENDED me. omg. people, you do not know me, but for five years I lived with my ex (who she insults all the time) and his two fav things to do in a fight were 1) kick me out of HIS condo and 2) resign from words with friends games or defriend my friends on fb to show me he was mad.
she has 1) told me to get out of her house and 2) defriended me. Seriously?
Despite all her passive aggressive crap, I was good yesterday, actually a little under calorie because of the fighting and not spacing meals right. But I walked a solid 2.5 miles too. And the scale went up! I am hanging at 24 lbs, waiting to get down 25 and it goes up!!! wtf! it has to be the stress.
I am leaving for the day....hopefully I do not stress eat. :)