Reflecting

So, I'm still home, and sad about flying back on Wednesday. Not much to say on what I've been eating (pretty much everything I felt like having) or doing (walking from bed to couch and little more), but I've been reflecting on my weight loss journey. I've realized I'm good at making up excuses -obviously- and that I'm not taking this as a priority. As to why, I have no idea. I want to look good, and I want a healthy balance in my life. But then, stuff comes up, and I lose focus. I don't want to miss on life because "I'm on a diet" so yup, there goes my commitment... Right now, I'm telling myself I'll get back on track as soon as I'm in Munich again, but somehow, I'm not sure I'll manage after such a long break :/

On the other hand, I've got a nice bunch of new jeans, and free! See, we have this hand-me-down system in my family: there's always someone that fits in clothes you no longer need when you've lost weight. My cousin recently went down 2 sizes, so my mom got 4 pairs of jeans from her. Now, I have a skinny b*tch for a mom, and they were a bit too large for her. I've tried them on today and guess what? Perfect fit. I then grabbed some of my mom's own jeans, and they looked good on me, too. She was in disbelief, I was happy. 

I haven't been tracking or weighing in for two weeks now, so I have no idea how far from "normal weight" I am. But, excuses and all, I'm a size down since June. I believe a size 36/38 is what looks best on my petite frame, but for now, a size 40 (US 8) is a great NSV.

I only have to focus and keep making good choices. Easier said than done...

TinaInMunichSpain