No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
So, I'm still home, and sad about flying back on Wednesday. Not much to say on what I've been eating (pretty much everything I felt like having) or doing (walking from bed to couch and little more), but I've been reflecting on my weight loss journey. I've realized I'm good at making up excuses -obviously- and that I'm not taking this as a priority. As to why, I have no idea. I want to look good, and I want a healthy balance in my life. But then, stuff comes up, and I lose focus. I don't want to miss on life because "I'm on a diet" so yup, there goes my commitment... Right now, I'm telling myself I'll get back on track as soon as I'm in Munich again, but somehow, I'm not sure I'll manage after such a long break :/
On the other hand, I've got a nice bunch of new jeans, and free! See, we have this hand-me-down system in my family: there's always someone that fits in clothes you no longer need when you've lost weight. My cousin recently went down 2 sizes, so my mom got 4 pairs of jeans from her. Now, I have a skinny b*tch for a mom, and they were a bit too large for her. I've tried them on today and guess what? Perfect fit. I then grabbed some of my mom's own jeans, and they looked good on me, too. She was in disbelief, I was happy.
I haven't been tracking or weighing in for two weeks now, so I have no idea how far from "normal weight" I am. But, excuses and all, I'm a size down since June. I believe a size 36/38 is what looks best on my petite frame, but for now, a size 40 (US 8) is a great NSV.
I only have to focus and keep making good choices. Easier said than done...