No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
So this weekend... Idk I thought I did good. I guess not because the scale is telling my Ive gained. This upsets me. I am sad. I have cried about it already and no I am not over it. I did work out to my weights today and I did my ab work. Tonight I should do some sort of Turbo Fire. It is honestly the last thing I want to do right now. I guess Im mostly upset because I know that if I want to keep my weight dropping I have to consume about 500 calories a day. On the weekends it is almost impossible. I guess that is going to be my next challenge trying to eat the same amount of calories on the weekend as I do during the week.
I feel like I just took all that hard work the past two weeks and gave it the huge finger. Oh hey 5 lbs its awesome that you went away now im going to sit on my cow ass and eat some girl scout cookies. Why in the fuck do I make the decisions I make. KNOWING that I cannot be doing that. Im not saying Im giving up but I am saying this is hard and it makes my heart hurt sometimes. The End.
Just an update... I did work out to Turbo Fire Sculpt 30. Only 20 minutes but still.
Also did Turbo Fire Abs 10. Great workout Damn My abs are burning. Another every other day video for sure.
Im feeling a little better. I can still see my muscles getting more defined I need to stop boo hooing about the damn scale number. Something I am going to have to work on.