No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
There is absolutely nothing I can do to change my whole life right now. Take a deep breath, refocus, and get something done at work! You will feel more fulfilled and your mind will be less chaotic. Take a break from trying to figure your situation out...maybe the solutions will come after you give your mind a rest. All is OK, everyone is fine, including you. Try to live in the moment.
Ah...now for my afternoon apple.