No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
Sorry I have been a bit off and on lately, my life has been a bit off and on lately! I have been going through some struggles both in my diet and in my *real* life. I have been struggling not to allow that to be reflected in my food choices; I have been successful and not successful.. Between problems with my family, looking for a new house, and the emotions that come with both, throw in some traveling, a death of a friend's father and it's been a two week trip in crazy town.
I have issues with my family, often times I feel like the red-headed stepchild, unfortunately I'm often treated like one as well. So I have been going through some nuts-o and blatant favoritism with my sister & her children, who are, as my mother said to me the other day "her boys." Yes, not including my boy into "her boys," and it's just grating on me and my nerves lately. I have a lump in my stomach just typing this. I guess when it was just me being treated "unequally" it wasn't such a bother, but now that it's being reflected upon my son, it's driving me nuts. I called her out a bit on it last week and she just blows me off like I'm being hysterical, or like I'm rocking the boat. So, it's with all my strength that I don't walk into the pantry and self medicate every time I talk to her.
On top of that we have been back and forth to the Bay Area a few times, with no luck and I'm just wanting to get it done or not so we know what the heck is going on with my life!
Good news, I've kept up with my running/walking attempts and my food, while atrocious on some days, has been more good then bad. So the thing that brought me here was GOALS, i need to set them and stay accountable, it is so much easier when I have them written here with everyone cheering me on and setting me straight.
That's it, I hope everyone is doing great, I'm going to go check up on y'all right now!
Cheers ~ lynette