since I have put a post on here... and WHY? because I have fell off the wagon. Completely and I am very embarassed by this. Alot has happened since I have been on here, I believe my last post and weigh in was back in July.
My first goal was to be happy for our trip to Dominican last April, I was happy, not 100% in a bikini but I was happy that I lost 49lbs for the trip - then since I've been back I've gained 19lbs in 8 months. Now, I have a huge event coming up in my life.. Were getting married!! In Cuba, on April 12th, 2010!! which only leaves me a little over 3 months to be at my goal weight of 125lbs. I need to loose 30lbs and I am very scared as I dont know if i can do this. We booked this trip in September and each week i say , "this is the week to start" and i get off track. I should have lost the weight by now but instead i am gaining weight. My family is asking me what i am doing, and why cant i get back on track, do weight watchers and do my work out dvd's.. asking why I cant do this now when i could do it last year. They just know how unhappy i am going to be on my wedding day if I dont.
So, my plan is to shred... 30 day shred DVD helped me ALOT in the past, gave me muscle definition and helped me loose weight. But, I have never done it for 30 days in a row, at the most i was doing it for 4 times a week, but with the time frame I am in now, i think i should be trying to do it every day. I am praying that the title is true, 20lbs in 30 days? any suggestions? do you think i can do this? This is 2.5lbs a week, when in the past i only lost approx 1.5lbs per week