No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
This weekend has been a bust on the food front and just a little better on the exercise front. Friday night I didn't make a real meal for dinner so ended up just snacking all night long after sleeping off the stress from the day. Yesterday started out OK and I went and had a really hard workout at the gym. Then I got a message that my dad had a heart attack (blocked major artery) and had to go into surgery. I always thought that I would relish in the day this happened coming from a man who was constantly berating me about my weight. But I didn't think mean things. Anyway, it looks like he'll be OK. So, then I headed to a party and when I walked in my friend handed me a big shot of tequila. And so it started. I got drunk within a few hours and had a guy drive me home. I crashed out and woke up famished a few hours later. Oh right. That's why I got so loaded in such a short time. I hadn't eaten anything since breakfast the day before! Dumb!
So, today is another day and I'm going to chill and try to relax. I'm supposed to make dinner for some friends but I just don't feel like it. I put it off from yesterday and am now trying to figure out a way out of it. Husband is out of town and so I wouldn't have the help I'm used to. I feel a little guilty but I just don't feel like cooking for people. It's a lot of work and I just want to relax. I should have never invited them. So lazy. Maybe I'll suggest we go out to eat somewhere. Lame.
I really need to get back on track and into the right gear of eating and exercise. I feel like I try so hard to combat the stress and workload with lots of exercise but it just doesn't seem like enough these days. Maybe I'll just cut myself a break this weekend and get back to it on Tuesday. Tomorrow is a holiday for us!!! Thrilled.