I bet I'm wrong...

I always sit down to type something out really "quick" before I get to bed, and then it ends up being entirely too long! I'm sure this is no exception.

Since I have stopped waking up at the crack of dawn to take Fox to work, I have stopped doing yoga as well. I just don't have time for it right now. I miss it though, and hopefully will get back to it soon. Still been keeping up on Monday and Wednesday classes though.

Can't remember if I posted it last week or not, but I did run for the first time in MONTHS last Thursday. It felt really good, and I felt like I was  a much stronger, faster runner than I have been before. I did 3 rounds of just over 1/2 a mile, with a 1/4 rest in between. I just don't want to push it to too far as I am getting back into it. Hopefully will be back up to full 5K by the end of March so I can do the same Mother's Day race I did last year.

Apparently breaking up is agreeing with some parts of my body. Yesterday morning, I was down to 206.2, so another 3 pounds from last week. I was very surprised, mainly because I am PMSing right now and thought I'd be a little bloated. That means I am down 56 pounds altogether. 6 pounds away from pre-pregnancy weight, and more importantly, a mere 4 pounds away from a BMI of NOT obese!

Really excited to see those numbers come up soon, and for the future potential that I have to actually reach my 100 pound goal.

Definitely haven't been eating well though. Today, I was too busy for lunch...and didn't really miss it. I made myself eat something, just to have eaten. I have been having very severe angry reactions to a lot of things, and it is physically taking its toll on me. I am so stressed, and so upset at everything. Working out helps, but I can only do it so much and at certain times.

On a personal note, one of the main issues in the separation of my now ex and I is that he keeps questioning where I am going and accusing me of hooking up with someone else already. I'm not, and I'm usually just going out with a friend or two. But we keep fighting about it, and I have told him that he can't ask where I am going anymore because he accuses me of lying. Well, now, HE is out for the first time EVER without me, and it is driving me CRAZY!!! I just want to know what he is doing, but I can't even ask that if I don't want him to ask me. Grr. I keep telling myself that it is just because I want to know that he will be home by 8 am when I have to leave for work, so he can be here to watch Hoot, but I know in my heart it is just a little bit of jealousy.