No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
If I didn't see it for myself I wouldn't believe it but I am STILL gaining weight!!! I was up another few pounds this morning. I am going to have to talk to my doctor when I see her on Tuesday because this is way out of control now. I mean I have never weighed this much ever and I can assure you that it is not due to increased caloric intake. I am going to be up over 300 pounds any day if this continues and that just can not happen. I don't know how I would ever recover from that.
Tonight was our girls night out for the wedding I am in next week. I really was not interested in partaking because I felt as huge as a house but I am the maid of honor and she is my best friend. So I had to put my selfish self pity aside and put on a happy face even though inside I felt like I was dying of a heartache. We went to a place that does wine tasting and dinner and I wore the jeans and shirt I bought from Kohl's. I felt like they both stretched out as the night went on and by the time dinner was over I felt frumpy. And huge as a house.
The girls continued on to meet up with the boys but I went home. I blamed it on my breathing but truth be told... I didn't want to see the boys. I wanted to get out of those clothes and back to my comfies. Once again my weight is controlling what my life is like and I just am so sad.