No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
I have to make a confession and I am hoping someone out there has been where I am right now. I was diagnosed with celiac disease about a month ago and ever since I have slowly began to hate food. It has gotten to the point this weekend that the I told my husband that I didn't want to go shopping and was almost in tears doing so. I hate new way they want me to live. I am now making 3 seperate menus everyday and I can't stand it. I have went into auto mode the past month I haven't been close to my calorie goal each day but still working out as hard as I did before. Then i am battling exhaustion I am ready for bed at 6pm everynight and then i sleep till 6 am each morning. I was never this miserable before and I am so ready to go back to a normal diet. I mean I use to love to cook and share my food with others, making a meal for my family was the highlight of my day and now I can't stand it. To bake with gluten free products so expensive and time consuming. I made pumkin bars a regular batch and a gluten free batch is the gluten free batch took me well over an hour to make. I was so frustrated by the time I was done i was almost in tears I just wanted pumkin bars. I use to love food a little to much and now I can't stand it; So if anyone has been here please help me i really need it. I never thought cooking would bring me to tears.