No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
I feel like a big fat failure. I've tried so many times to lose weight and can never stick to a proper diet or exercise program. So here i am at the fattest I have ever been...even larger than I was a year ago today. I don't know how to stop the snow ball effect. I need to lose 85 pounds to be at a healthy weight for my height. I feel like I will never get there and that there is no amount of determination that can make it happen for me. I know what I have to do to lose the weight, i just can't seem to stick to it. I disappoint me. I fall off the wagon and don't get back on for months. I'm wasting my 20's being fat. What happened to the skinny, happy girl i once was? i look like i ate her.... =/ I have been trying to make myself walk at least a mile a day though. and today i walked 2 miles. so i guess that is something and i have to start somewhere.