Day.26. The Test

My man and I were running errands yesterday and while in the car I was thinking about my journey. Apparently I was quiet for a while so he asked me what I was thing about. So I told him about the blog and some posts that resonated with me such as " stop eating and workout. If only it were that easy" and I told him I do beleive it's that "easy" there is no magic pull or shake or anything else ( no judgement on those usibg pills ir shakes etc. I just dont beleive in them) that will help me I have to avoid temptation and make decisions everyday. As I told my man there will ALWAYS be stress, bad days, good days, parties, junk food, cravings, temptation etc. so there is no use making excuses as to why you ate something or why you didn't exercise!

That being said we went out to eat he didn't ask me about an appitizer he just ordered. When it came to the table it was the cheesiest, gooeyest cheese and lobster dish with tons of tortilla chips...I did not have a single one. As he was eating it he asked me why I thought he ordered it. I said becaysed he liked it. Nope he was testing my will power I know this sounds mean but he wanted to prove to me that I can't just talk the talk I have to walk the walk and he knew I could do it! And I did!!! Ya know what I was perfectly fine I really enjoyed my meal and was satisfied not full. And I forgot to mention the nice warm bread with butter? I had a small piece NO butter, I've got this ladies I've really got thIs!!