No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
I seem to have a habit of coming on this blog and feeling all excited and wanting to lose weight and then my motivation disappears just like that. I have been really depressed lately about my weight. I am up to 182 lb. that is 1 pound more than I was when I was 9 months pregnant with baby #4 which was 3 years ago. None of my clothes fit me good and I am really not wanting to buy new clothes but I don't like how I feel in my clothes that are to tight. I keep thinking okay it is motivation to lose weight so my clothes fit again. I am having the same feelings that I had 5 years ago when I was 212 lb. I want to cry when I walk in my closet and have to figure out what to wear. It is so depressing. I long to be the 155 lb. that I was before I got pregnant. I worked so hard to lose all that weight it just sucks to see me heading back there. I know I can do it I just need to focus and not lose sight of my goal.