No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
I haven't updated in a while so I thought I'd touch base with you guys. I wish I could read all your posts and keep up with each of you but I'm struggling just to keep my head above water at work and to make it to the grocery store.
I went to the midwife yesterday. She gave us a 50/50 chance of this baby surviving. She said if we can make it 4 more weeks then we can breath a sigh of relief. She thinks I have a hole in my placenta which formed a flap over it. It could heal on its own and cover over the hole and then the baby will make it.
I was upset for quite a while about the 50% odds, still am to an extent. I thought it would be better than that. But I told myself you have to be grateful for getting such a great opportunity when some people have a 0% chance of having a baby.
We did see the heartbeat again which made hubby and I smile. We know our little cheese puff is hanging in there and fighting hard.
So the next month is very important for us.