No matter the plan... we all Blog to Lose!
Will power is something I really lack. It's so hard to fight myself. I have recently admitted to having a drinking problem. So on top of needing to lose 64 pounds, I have to quit drinking. Only God can help me through this. I feel so determined though. I was only needing to lose 50 pounds, but the holiday's put my weight back up a bit. I know I can do this though. I know what it's like to lose 30 pounds and how great it feels when people start to notice. I have to feel a little good about…Continue
I went to the doctor today and found out that back in February of this year I weighed 230lbs. I guess it must have bothered me enough that I put it out of my mind. Because I thought my starting weight was 220. Well, since then I have lost 18 lbs. It's not a lot and it certainly was a long time since then. But 9 of that was in the last month. That means I lost 9 without even trying that hard. I'm proud of it. However small a success it is. It is just embarrassing that my starting weight was…Continue
I went to the weight loss clinic today. Last time I was only able to go for a month but in that month I lost 15pounds. I have proven to myself that I can't do this alone. I need professional help. So here we go. I'm looking forward to the results. I know it is going to be a long hard road, but I've got to stick with it. I am considered morbidly obese. That is a hard pill to swallow considering how healthy I once was. I need to find something to comfort me besides food. I have to try and…Continue
I feel like a big fat failure. I've tried so many times to lose weight and can never stick to a proper diet or exercise program. So here i am at the fattest I have ever been...even larger than I was a year ago today. I don't know how to stop the snow ball effect. I need to lose 85 pounds to be at a healthy weight for my height. I feel like I will never get there and that there is no amount of determination that can make it happen for me. I know what I have to do to lose the weight, i just…Continue
How did I let myself get this way? I used to be so thin, so healthy, and so happy. I got married and blew up like a balloon. I've tried so many times to lose the weight, but I keep messing up. I feel like I have failed myself. Not only with my weight, but in life. I dropped out of college, haven't had a job in like a year, and let go of all my healthy habits. My family knew me as the exercise fanatic when i was growing up. What happened to me? I have to fix this before i lose my mind. 80…Continue