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Starting My Weight Loss Journey

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Maureen and MS JAMILLAH are now friends
May 4, 2011
Julie left a comment for MS JAMILLAH
"Are you still coming here to post? I just came back recently - I love this community. You can do this. I know you can. Get out and get walking, smile, eat beautiful food - and find ways to relax not related to food - walking, a bath, etc. take care"
Jun 7, 2009
Jessica commented on MS JAMILLAH's blog post Hump it up
"Bless you for putting up with that crap! That's why I'm a paramedic and not a RN! Have fun with your scale!"
May 20, 2009
Ali commented on MS JAMILLAH's blog post Fat Girl (Chunky Chunky)
"Good for you for saying no to junk food. I do like their southwest chicken salad though. And a large diet coke is only $1 which is pretty nice :) Hope your workweek has gone well and you have a nice weekend!"
May 15, 2009
turn inside out commented on MS JAMILLAH's blog post Fat Girl (Chunky Chunky)
"LOL I am SO going to sing that to myself..."
May 10, 2009
Tracie commented on MS JAMILLAH's blog post What a difference a day make
"Glad to hear your surgery went well. I am a SAHM so I didn't get time off really. Hubby stayed home for a week to help the kids. My surgeon would have had me out 2 weeks though."
Apr 19, 2009
Ashley commented on MS JAMILLAH's blog post It is official
"I had mine out last month and it's like my life is completely different. You know you feel bad when it's happening, but you don't realize how bad you really felt until you're better. I hope surgery goes well and you have a speedy…"
Apr 7, 2009
Tracie commented on MS JAMILLAH's blog post It is official
"Glad to hear you are having the surgery done. I just had mine taken out in January. My surgeon said there was no other cure and had me scheduled within 2 weeks to have it taken out. I have been a completely different person since then. I was having…"
Apr 7, 2009

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About Me:
I am fat. No way to sugar coat that. I just want to be fabulous and fit like the plus size flat stomach models. I am not striving for size 4. Happiness to me will be a size 14, a healthy heart, and a better way of life. I am 37, single, and no kids. Just want to be a sexy cougar by the age of 40.
Plan of Choice:
Low Fat, High Fiber, Weight Watchers
Workout Philosophy:
I'm a walk-a-holic

* How are you defining your success? If I can keep up with a program without going back to old ways.

* Which of your personal goals have you achieved? I lost 10 lbs with noticeable changes in my diet. No pop has really helped.

* How long did it take you? knowing that I have an illness that is brought on by unhealthy eating, it has been almost 2 months.

* What new goals have you set for yourself? To lose at least 60lbs by the end of the year.

* What has changed the most about you? My attitude that sometimes illnesses are cause by unhealthy practices. You can reversed or stop them if you adopt eating healthy and exercising.

* What did you find hardest about reaching your goal? Temptations.

How did you overcome it? Gum and Sugar Free mints when I feel cravings.

* How has blogging helped you reach your goals? Keeps me accountable. Plus, I hope to really put my food diary up to see my progress on what I put in my body can help me reach my goals.

* Any tips for those that share you goal? Keep reaching out for help, know that you can heal yourself, and believe that you can achieve your goal.

Words of Wisdom:

I've trained harder, I'm better, I'm stronger, the blood of a champion runs through my veins, I've earned this opportunity, I'll earn this victory, I've already won." -Laila Ali


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Thursday Thoughts

Posted on August 6, 2009 at 5:54pm 0 Comments

I had to have a "Day of Silence"! After the turmoil the day before, I just didn't want to hear anything else from my family. I am beginning to have some kind of toxic response from all of that negative crap. It is messed up that I have some tranquil moments at my job with folks that don't help and can't stand, then get off to a barrage of phone calls talking about the same thing. I was getting a headache when I was going home. I don't want to binge eat!! So I made a smoothie with some fiber… Continue

August = New Beginnings

Posted on August 2, 2009 at 6:44pm 0 Comments

It is a new month. June and July have been a bust for me. Between stresses from family, work, and my personal finances have wrecked havoc on my weight loss pursuits.

August is a new beginning for a lot of things:

Letting go of the fact that we didn't make it 10 years.

Forgiving myself for being use for a year by a man who really doesn't love me or his wife.

Knowing that I can't solve my parents problems.

Letting go of high expectation from people at… Continue

Hump it up

Posted on May 20, 2009 at 5:41pm 2 Comments

It is Wednesday...I am off. Thank you Heavenly Father. I swear those women at my job are try to kill me. After working all last week ( thank Assistant Manager) I was beyond tired. I can't believe that I came back to work and they act like I am completely healed. I have some pains and aches but they can help me do patient care. Monday night, I was alone with not that many patients but they were some hard ones. Not one RN came to help me with their patients. Not one. I was so mad and tired that I… Continue

Fat Girl (Chunky Chunky)

Posted on May 9, 2009 at 7:36pm 2 Comments

Fat Girl....Chunky Chunky (to the tune I Can't Get No Satisfaction by the Rolling Stones)

That is what I said to my sister when she said that she wanted to go to McDonald's. We both need to really step up our weight loss game. Me, it was illness and eating poorly. Her, Arby's coupons for free Roast Burgers. She is taller and younger than me. But I am there for her and she is for me. So, when you friend who wants to eat something fattening, sing that little ditty.

I… Continue

What a difference a day make

Posted on April 19, 2009 at 9:40am 1 Comment

I had my surgery on Wednesday. It was a lap, the only spot that hurts is my belly button. I am so happy that it was done. I had to stay overnight at the hospital cause my pressure was up and my O2 levels wouldn't stay up. It was a but trying cause everyone kept yelling at me to breathe, take deep breathe, or to cough. It hurt to do those things. By night time, I was doing much better. I got my Vicodin, and was let out of there. long were you off from work? I am thinking I will be back… Continue

Comment Wall (12 comments)

At 8:11pm on December 16, 2008, Roni said…
Welcome to BlogToLose! I'm glad you found us. To write your first blog post simply click on the quick add drop down to the right. If you aren't comfortable blogging just yet feel free to join us in the forums or offer support on others blogs.

Oh! and don't forget to add yourself to our member map!

Ohhhh admit it! You are already a cougar! ;~P
At 4:32pm on December 20, 2008, Denise G. said…
Hi Nikkie,

I totally understand about not aspiring to be a size 4 (I don't think that is even a possibility for me). Like you, I just want to be healthy and happy. That is my inspiration. Welcome to Blog to Lose!
At 8:54pm on December 21, 2008, Tracy said…
Hi Nikki! Thanks for wanting to add me as a friend!! Good luck with your journey. Stop by my blog anytime!
At 10:59pm on January 15, 2009, Jennifer said…
Thank you for adding me as a friend!
At 6:05pm on January 28, 2009, ronji said…
I left a comment for you in the Nike + BTL group. Feel free to ask any other questions you may have.
At 4:01pm on March 1, 2009, 3treasures said…
Thanks for visting my page and leaving a comment.
At 5:19am on March 2, 2009, Antoinette said…
Thanks for the welcome, and thanks for adding me as a friend. I look forward to seeing you reach your goals...Good Luck!!!
At 5:37pm on March 2, 2009, Angie said…
Hey! I just saw your message about a vegan starter kit, and I actually didn't use one. I used internet resources and bought a few cookbooks (Veganomicon is my favorite!). I know they're out there though, so maybe do a search for a vegan starter kit and I'm sure something will come up!
At 6:29pm on March 5, 2009, marymaybe said…
Ah another fellow virgo? thanks for the comment..I like your about me blurb. What would we do without our ex's? way to go at the rock. I agree with Roni i think you are already a sexy cougar too.
At 3:59pm on March 9, 2009, Kaitlin said…
Hope you have a great monday!!!

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