Meh. I spent most of this past weekend reading weight loss forums and blogs. I have completely let myself go post divorce, and I don't know what to do or where to start, but I cannot go on like this. My clothes don't fit. Last night I broke a dining room chair because mybutt was too big for the arm rests. Just pulled the thing apart with my width and weight. This morning my back was too sore get up and fix my kid breakfast. This weight is impacting everything negatively. I did a lot of soul searching this weekend and realized it has become a matter of life and death with me. I am 6'2", 350+ pounds, 48 years old, diabetes is hereditary in my family, and I can't stand myself. I've been through years of weight struggles, I've been fit as a fiddle -- so long ago. I lost 50 pounds in 60 days a year and a half ago after I first reached this 350 pound threshold that seems to freak me out. Obviously the crash was met with a bounce and I am now bigger than ever, same old story, same destructive cycle.
Hi. How are you today. I'm BigBob and I don't want to be.